It's been...

Two and a half months since we had that conversation. I read it over and over again this morning. I can't help it. He told me I should find somebody else, and he shouldn't have entertained the idea at the first place. I know he realize this too, it's easier said then done. This has gone way beyond a crush. We know there is something there. I wish I had the courage this morning to tell him that. But maybe it's best I don't for now.