Mardi Gras

One of my favorite things about a winter storm is the amount of clouds on the sky the next day. I was not dissapointed this morning as I was driving to school. There was this one low cloud that made me laugh so hard. It seriously look like a giant penis in the sky. I think that's the sign that it is the most action I'm going to see for a while.

Mardi Gras totally snuck up on me this year. After 5 years of artificially making a big deal out of it in a town filled with snobbery, it feels weird not to hear about it as much. I feel like picking up some beads.

53% Spoiled

::: How spoiled are you? :::

in each box put an x on wut u have... and than count all the X's and in the subject bar put ___% Spoiled

[x] own car
[x] cell phone
[x] own phone line
[ ] bf/gf
[x] own bathroom
[x] own room
[ ] 2 or more story house
[x] pool
[ ] guest house
[ ] game room
[x] tv in your room
[x] queen sized bed
[x] more than 20 pairs of shoes
[x] 10+ things from a designer store
[x] good grades
[ ] chanel sunglasses
[ ] dooney and burke purse
[x] iPod
[ ] XBOX
[x] PS2
[ ] mp3 player
[ ] range rover (yours or family car)
[ ] basketball hoop
[ ] air hockey table
[ ] pool table
[ ] ping pong table
[ ] trampoline
[ ] live ON a lake or pond
[ ] own a pair of skiis
[ ] own a snowboard
[ ] has a boat
[ ] has a jet ski
[ ] has a beach house/ cabin
[x] only child
[x] stereo system in bedroom
[x] DVD player in bedroom
[x] 100+ dvd's
[ ] gets $50+ for allowance each month
[x] goes shopping every month
[ ] shops at abercrombie
[ ] goes snowboarding/ skiing every weekend (or close to)
[x] makeup
[x] 2+ family cars
[x] a mom AND a dad
[x] cologne/perfume
[x] AIM
[x] MSN
[ ] Yahoo
[ ] 5+ trophies
[x] own digital camera
[ ] walk-in closet
[ ] electric scooter
[ ] dirt bike
[ ] 4X4 wheeler
[x] guitar/drums
[ ] hammock
[ ] been on a cruise
[x] traveled out of the country
[x] weight set/ workout set in house
[x] personal fit trainer
[x] expensive jewerly
[x] met a celeb.
[ ] straightener/ curling iron
[ ] gets hair done/ nails/ spas at Gene Juarez
[ ] on/was on a Varsity team for the school
[ ] own batting cage
[x] 100+ in wallet/ purse right now
[x] own savings account
[x] 1+ BEST friends
[ ] been to the carribean
[x] been to europe (next month)
[ ] been to hawaii
[x] been to NY
[x] shopped in seattle
[x] eaten at the space neetle in seattle
[x] been on the eifel tower in paris (next month)
[x] been on the statue of liberty in NY
[x] been on the honor roll for 2+ years
[ ] went on a trip for sweet sixteen birthday
[ ] lives on a private property
[x] license
[x] moved 3+ times
[ ] sports car
[ ] hot tub
[x] pet(s)
[ ] ranch
[ ] verizon
[x] cingular
[ ] virgin mobil
[x] been to 5+ states in the US.
[ ] dont have a job
[ ] 100+ buddies on messenger
[x] alarm clock
[x] home-cooked meal almost everyday
[x] eat- out almost everyday
[x] been in a limo
[x] own camcorder
[x] own laptop
[x] own desktop
[ ] someone who loves you

Powerhouse

Just one time tho.... It'd be over if everyday is like today... ha.

happiness is...

spaghettini tossed in browned herb butter and mizithra topped with coconut shrimp and a can of diet pepsi.... in my pajamas no less... while watching hockey... it's going to be a nice afternoon

uh... ok...

it's a little unnerving when I watch a damn stupid commercial and hear these words out of my dad's mouth:

What you gonna do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?

.... uh... yeah.... stupid ass cell fone commercial...

another one

YOUR...
[Relationship Status] single
[Shoe size] 7
[Siblings] none
[Pets] 1 guinea pig

FAVORITES...
[ColorS] blue, purple
[Number] 8
[Animal] piggies(mine), bunnies(flo's), kittens
[Book] many
[Flower] lavender, roses, paper white

DO YOU...
[Twirl your hair?] if it's long enough yeah
[Have tattoos?] no for now
[Cheat on tests?] don't see a point
[Like roller coasters?] yup, especially wooden ones

[Wish you could live somewhere else?] location wise, not really
[Like cleaning] haha....
[Write in cursive or print?] cursive
[Know how to drive?] i seem to think so
[Own a cell phone?] a few... but i only have 1 line
[Ever get off the internet?] not really

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Been in a fist fight?] i don't rightly remember... i might have
[Considered a life of crime?] nope
[Considered being a hooker?] haha.. no
[Been in love?] i would like to think so
[Made out with JUST a friend?] no
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] yes

CURRENT...
[Current clothing] uh... none?
[Current hair] short, grew out a little, pulled back... just a mess
[Current thing I ought to be doing] sleep
[Current CD in stereo] death cab for cutie -- plans
[Last movie you saw] eat drink men women


RANDOM THINGS...
[Last thing you ate] curried fish
[Believe there is life on other planets?] sure why not
[Read the newspaper?] minimum 2 a day
[Hate yourself?] naw
[Collect anything?] yeah.... i do have boxes of random crap in my garage... baseball cards, coins, stuff like that
[concert/movie/play] anything that would get me out of the house
[Like your handwriting?] sometimes

LOVE...
[You believe in love at first sight?] not really, it never works out for me
[You believe in "the one?"] in the words of Big -- absofuckinglutely
[Are you a tease?] yeah totally... lol
[Been hurt?] never heals
[Too shy to make the first move?] yeah actually, surprisingly
[dreamer?] always
[Sarcastic] well, uh, yeah

WOULD YOU RATHER...
[Pierce your nose or lip?] nose
[Be serious or funny?] funny

ARE YOU...
[Simple or complicated?] complicatedly simple

ABOUT YOU...
[What time is it] 12:58 am


WHAT DO YOU WANT...
[Where do you want to live] right around here, i got everything i need
[How many kids do you want] around 2
[What kind of job do you want] don't know... but sure as hell not what i studied for
[Do you want to get married] yeah

CLOTHES, ETC...
[Which shoe goes on first] right
[Ever thrown one at someone] probably
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet] not much cash, but always a few plastics

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU...
[Bought something] when do i not...
[Gotten sick] nope, and again, surprisingly
[Sang] yeah
[Felt stupid] all the time
[Missed someone] yeah i think so, but i don't want to... or afford to
[Gotten drunk] yeah
[Gotten high] nope
[Danced crazy] haha... reminds me of new years
[Gotten your hair cut?] yup, needed it
[Watched cartoons] anime... hentai? lol

LAST PERSON THAT...
[Slept in your bed] me, but if you're asking other then me, then some people might be surprised
[Saw you cry] i don't know, i hide it well
[Made you cry] ooh.... long story
[Saw a movie with you] probably one of the geeks
[You called] rob
[Said 'I love you' to you] parental units

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Been to California?] yeah i think so
[Been to Canada] yeah... like half my family is there
[Been to Europe] next month
[Wished you were the opposite sex] don't have to
[Snuck out of your house] oh hell yeah, but the causes weren't very good...

100 things

1. Ever been given a ring?
no

2. Longest Relationship?
4 years

3. Last gift you received:
cash

4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
what do you mean by dropping? I'm soooo care.... *oh shit...*

5. Last time you worked out?
did ddr about 4 hrs ago

6. Thing(s) you spend a lot of money on?
games, computer components, electronics, accessories for my electronics, clothes, makeups, gum and full throttle... in that order

7. Last food you ate?
curry fish

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes

9. ONE favorite song:
hotel california (hell freezes over version)

10. Where do you live?
cupertino, ca

11. High school you attend(ed):
Homestead High

12. Cell Phone Provider?
cingular

13. Favorite mall store(s):
gap, eddie bauer, banana republic, the body shop, l'occitane, bath and body works, sephora, illuminations, aeropostal, club monaco, bombay, and of course... bby

14. Longest Job held:
1 year 2 months

15. Do you own a pair of dice?
how many sided do you want?

16. Do you prank call people?
no

17. Last wedding attended?
tony and elizabeth's, last year?

18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery?
minna

19. Last time you attended church?
don't remember

20. Favorite fast food restaurant:
taco bell.... crunch wrap..... yummm

21. Biggest lie you have heard?
probably something i have said

23.Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
kinda experimenting... different people likes different things.... the most successful so far is BJ's.... food isn't the best, but nice for gatherings

24. Can you cook?
very well

25. What car do you drive?
civic

26. Best kisser?
why, yes i am.

27. Last time you cried?
last night

28. Most disliked food:
me not liking a food? that's unheard of.....

29. Thing you like most about yourself:
my personality... fo sho... oh and my eyes

30. Thing you dislike most about yourself:
fat

31. Longest shift you have worked at a job?
officially 8...

33. Favorite Movie?
bridget jones

34. Can you sing?
very well

35. Last concert attended?
maroon 5 then journey 2 days later

36. Last kiss?
right before i moved back.... last august?

37. Last movie rented:
yeah i don't rent.... i have my wall of dvds

38. Thing you never leave home without?
fone, keys, wallet

39. Favorite vacation spot?
hopefully paris, i'll find out soon

40. Do you like chinese food?
i better...

41. What size is your bed?
queen

42. Is your room clean?
hahahahahahahaha..... good one

43. Laptop or Desktop:
old lappy, new lappy, clie, old rig, new rig, parent's pc

44. Favorite comedian?
stephen lynch

45. Do you smoke?
only on special occasions

46. Sleep with or without clothes on?
preferrably without

47. Who sleeps with you every night?
maybe you

48. Do long distance relationships work?
nope

49. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
once, nothing came of it

50. Pancakes or French Toast?
french toast, light surup

51. How do you like your coffee?
extra hot double tall non-fat latte as is

52. How do you like your eggs?
sunny-side-up

53. Do you believe in astrology?
good for laughs

54. Last person you talked to on the phone?
long talk? robert

55. Last person on your missed call list?
john

56. What was the last text message you recieved?
brian decides to go pass out instead of bowling

57. Mcdonalds or Burger King?
the bk lounge

58. Number of pillows?
7

59. What are you hearing right now?
soul meets body -- death cab for cutie

60. Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

61. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
strawberry

62. Can you play pool?
can't break

64. Favorite ice cream?
mint w/ gummy bears

65. Do you like maps?
depends on where i am

66. Tell me a random fact about yourself
i was so loud one night in the dorms my friend got a thumbs up from his neighbor in the morning

67. Ever play spin the bottle?
don't think i have

68. Ever attend a theme party?
pretty sure i have

69. What is your favorite season?
when fall turns into winter

70. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
that's just about all the time

71. What time did you wake up this morning?
7:23 am

72. Best thing about winter?
getting drenched in the rain

73. Last time a cop gave you a ticket?
never have

75. Name of your first pet?
whammy

76. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
haha... depends on what kind of pirate you're talking about

77. What are you doing this weekend?
getting all my school crap done and cleaning my room... and oh yeah... work

79. What is the third letter of your name?
t

80. How old are your pets?
about 4 i think

81. What color is your backpack?
blue

82. Are you sick?
in the head, yeah

83. Do you go to school?
yeah... unfortunatly still

84. Is the bathroom open?
don't see why it won't be

85. Are you on a laptop?
not right now, i'm on my rig

86. Are you watching MTV?
nope, lady's free skate

87. Are you smiling?
i dunno, i could be, but now i'm all self conscious... what a mess

88. Do you have on eyeliner?
not right now

90. Are you blonde?
nope, not even mentally

91. Do you have a myspace?
yeah... i got suckered into it

92. Are you in high school?
nope... that was a loooong time ago

93. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
not that i'm aware

94. What is your favorite name?
n/a

95. What color is your bathing suit?
blue

96. Does your school start in August?
when does it ever stop?!?!

97. Did you go on vacation last month?
couldn't

98. Have you ever been on a cruise?
no

99. Do you have a sister?
nope, only child

100. Are you upstairs?
yes i am

i need to be by myself for a while

maybe then my head will clear.

i know i deserve so much more. i just don't see it coming around.

i can't wrap my head around it.

Tuesday random

Now that Hamas has been sworn in, many leaders are trying to oust them. I read a very interesting opinion piece yesterday by Friedman. We should wait to see them fail. We are currently looking at an organization that gain its power through bloodshed and chaos. Now they will have to attempt to build a society through peace and stability. If they fail, they can't say we didn't give them a chance. We also need to let the people decide. We pushed for the election, and they have decided. If these people can vote them in, they can vote them out too. Just be patient. That's my two cents.

Things are working in my favor today. We didn't have a quiz in accounting, and the test has been pushed to at least Thursday. Then we didn't have econ today. Think my prof got stuck on the slopes. Haha. Now I'm sitting in the library with Daffy and doing nothing constructive at all. She works too hard. I just sit, organize my papers a bit, and blog. Yeah I'm such a slacker it's not even funny. If I go home now, I will either go to sleep or play WoW for a few hours. Tempting, tempting... But I think I should go with some cheese and coffee first. Mmmmm.... Cheese. Dammit no coffee. Go to sleep early tonight dammit. I just need sleep.

I take this morning rambling as a good sign. I have had this crazy writers block for a few weeks now, and I haven't been able to finish that stupid paper. Maybe it will happen tomorrow night. I hope. I hate writing about crap I don't care for. That's why I hate school so much. I have to write about things that are totally irrelevant.

This whole studying in the library thing is pretty nice. It's actually pretty quiet. I can get used to that. I guess I just have to bring my lappy next time. Although just typing on my pda isn't too bad either.

Enough about school. I finally figured out my type this week. I would tell, but that would give myself away... Ha. It's funny because it took me two days of watching men's figure skating to figure out the thing I should have known all along. I am both shocked and appalled at my choice. But whatever.

away

I had a lot of fun today. I hope to do it again soon. Now I'm just tired. I guess it is time for me to refocus.

On a side note. Yes it is great snuggling weather. Come here bony pillow. oh wait, *smacks forehead* you can't. dammit.

Bowling Song (Almighty Malachi, Professional Bowling God)

You watch me on your TV.
Say that my job is easy.
Say I am not athletic.
You think my sport's pathetic.

But you can't judge me 'till you walked a mile in my bowling shoes.

So I don't get all the ladies.
And my clothes are from the 80's
I am known throughout the valleys.
As the prophet of alleys.

And as I roll the ball I cry, "Let me bowl or let me die!"
I'm almighty Malakai, the bowling god.
The smell of rosin gets my high.
Kiss those fuckin' pins goodbye!
I'm almighty Malakai, the bowling... the bowling... god.

Got a ball that's smooth and all black.
I keep it in my lucky ball-sac.
I get a feeling in my soul.
As I finger every hole.

And as I roll the ball I cry, "Let me bowl or let me die!"
I'm almighty Malakai, the bowling god.
The smell of rosin gets my high.
Kiss those fuckin' pins goodbye!
I'm almighty Malakai, the bowling... the bowling...

Not a single men will try, to beat almighty Malakai.
All that challenge me are slain.
Come on, fuckers pick a lane.
Marshall Home and Gary Dickens, get in line for your ass kickins'.
John Patracky and Norton Duke, your so lame it makes me puke.
Who amongst the pro-bowl sector.
Dares to don his wrist protector.
Not that pussy Nelson Burton, tells me that his wrist is hurtin'.
Hey Mark Walfey, Earl the Pearl, are ya' scared to give the ball a hurl?
How bout' Dickey Webber and his son Pete? I'll turn the motha fuckas to cream of wheat!

And as I roll the ball I cry, "Let me bowl or let me die!"
I'm almighty Malakai, the bowling god.
The smell of rosin gets my high.
Kiss those fuckin' pins goodbye!
I'm almighty Malakai, the bowling... bowlin... ohhhhh!
The bowling god!!

-- Stephen Lynch -- Superhero

crave

I think I'm starting to physically crave a relationship. It's not like I'm consciously looking for one. It's like every fiber of my being yearns for somebody to hang on to. I can't really explain it. I don't think I've realized how lonely I am until now. I've gotten very good at hiding my emotions, even from myself. It's a little paralyzing. It sucks...

... i am thinking it's a sign...

I went out for dinner with my parents earlier tonight, and I decided to take my own car because I wanted to get away from them for a little bit for this part of the day. I lamented at not brining my ipod and my cd changer as i pulled onto the road. I ended up listening to live 105... and what was it playing after the commercials? soul meets body. the one station i haven't listened to in like 4 years, and it plays one of my new favorites.

b.a.m.f.

can't... stop... listening... to.... dane cook.... lol

good and bad

In the spirit of Animaniacs...

Good: Somebody cared enough to bring me food at work
Bad: Everything I touched at work today seemed to die on me

Good: I went up 4 levels in WoW today
Bad: Completely neglecting my homework

Good: Turning a couple of potential product returns to accessory sales to happy customers
Bad: Pissing people off unintentionally both at and outside of work

Good: Got to see the person I wanted to see today
Bad: Not alone

Good: Stopped obsessing about my blog and such so much
Bad: Complete writers block.... including homework

Good: Getting more comfortable with the person I swore off and distanced myself from
Bad: Realizing I probably will never be completely over him despite his many many faults

Good: Discovering a delicious new breverage I would never have found by myself
Bad: Never properly thank the person responsible because there has never been a direct line of communication

Good: Working through Guitar Hero in hard
Bad: Hard to find competition when playing in groups

Good: Sleeping well and had enough rest
Bad: Having dream about shopping for toys.... of the private kind

Good: Being single
Bad: Being single

Good: Leaving the computer on day and night to download stuff I like plus warming up the room during these cold nights
Bad: Skyrocketing energy bill
Good: I'm not paying for it ^_^

Monday Monday...

I got up pretty early this morning. I got all my stuff together. I even took a shower. I got to school 10 min early. Then I locked my keys in my friggin car. My first class is horrible this morning. Worse then usual. I have a midterm tomorrow for my next class that I'm not looking forward to. I have an essay and lots and lots of readings overdue. I am so tired, I'm going to need a lot of coffee today.

My head was so tired last night I decided to watch some TV. I'm currently addicted to 24 and Grey's Anatomy. Actually last night's episode pissed me off because the cute guy blew up... Like the way I thought it would happen. I just realize I missed the back to back 1080 from the flying tomato. Dammit. My head is so not here at all.

I had this great big rant to a girl friend last night. And it was only about one of three guys.

I'm also going to work right after school. I don't know how I can keep this up. I had full time hours last week. I know now I won't be able to keep it up. It's just so tiring. At least I hear we have a new rolling bed in the back of the precinct... Lol...

Soul Meets Body

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

-- Death Cab For Cutie -- Plans

and in true white trash fashion....

You know how every year there comes a story where some stupid old white man shoots his buddy in the ass while hunting? Yeah, this year, it happens to be Cheney. *shakes head*

3/30 - 4/8

Maybe Paris?

so...

yeah, it's ok, i get it. since you probably know my expecations, i don't see this working out in the near future.

iKitty

The good folks at thinkgeek always find the best products around. I am tempted to get a nano just so i can stuff it up a kitty's ass.

Marching Bands of Manhattan

If I could open my arms
And span the length of the isle of Manhattan,
I'd bring it to where you are
Making a lake of the East River and Hudson
If I could open my mouth
Wide enough for a marching band to march out
They would make your name sing
And bend through alleys and bounce off all the buildings.

I wish we could open our eyes
To see in all directions at the same time
Oh what a beautiful view
If you were never aware of what was around you
And it is true what you said
That I live like a hermit in my own head
But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.

Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown [4x]

Your love is gonna drown [4x]
Your love is gonna...

-- Death Cab For Cutie -- Plans

Upside Down

Who's to say
What's impossible
Well they forgot
This world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

Who's to say
I can't do everything
Well I can try
And as I roll along I begin to find
Things aren't always just what they seem

I want to turn the whole thing upside
All finer things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
This world keeps spinning and there's no time to waste
Well it all keeps spinning spinning round and round and

Upside down
Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found
I don't want this feeling to go away

Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Is this how it's supposed to be
Is this how it's supposed to be

-- Jack Johnson -- Curious George

in true brown note fashion

For those of you who have not watched that one episode of south park, read this first.

The opening ceremony of the winter games was beautiful. My parents and I were watching and praising it through out. Then came the time of the peace poem. Yoko Ono should not be allowed to speak in public, period, preeeze. Perhaps that is why they had Pavarotti balance it out at the end.

Idiot

You can stop trying to mess with my head. You have something to say, just say it.

dragging

<('.'<)
(>'.')>
<(^_^)>

I'm sleepy. I have been so fatigued in the last couple of days. I was supposed to be off the last two days and I ended up filling in for both. I'm going to be working another full shift tonight. But the bright side is, I get to go bowling tonight. That and a long lost friend is going to join us. I'm pretty excited about that.

I got guitar hero last weekend. I went ahead and beat it on medium in a few hours. I lend it out for now so I wouldn't be tempted to play it on this busy week.

A co-worker and I are half dead when we dragged ourselves out of class.... good thing there's a coffee stand right outside our classroom.

Tuesday bloggage

First of all, I finally got my clie to sync with my new rig. It involved getting very pissed at the usb cable and finally installed a bluetooth dongo. At any rate, it works now. So my days of blogging in boring classes are back. Like now.

I got my first accounting test back. I only missed two questions out of 25, that still got me an A. Then there was an extra credit question. Some people got the full 8 points. There were twopeople out of two classes that got 10. I happened to be one of them.

Yesterday was supposed to be this nice relaxing day for me, but it turned into one of the more stressful ones. I was called in to help cover the pc department. It was pretty slow in the first couple of hours. I went ahead and tried to do some plano. I was getting tired of people asking me to check prices and having all those products sitting in the warehouse while we have room on the shelves. It makes my life so much easier when those things are stocked at the right places. On that note, I'm sick and tired of people bitching at me for working on it. Back the hell off, it's going to pay off later. Anyway, I made a sale with a $1500 basket attatched to it, about half of that was GS in home service. So whatever. I'll do my job, and you can start doing yours.... eventually.

I worked a few hours today too covering my department this time. I had to handle some really stupid ass people. At least my partner in crime actually got some work done since I showed up.

My personal life is getting a bit more interesting. But I won't post it here. If you're a good enough friend, I'll probably tell you.

Suppose I'm not being fair

I'm expecting too much from where I can't expect anything at all. I'm getting very good at this whole dissapointing myself thing.

In The Garage

I've got a Dungeon Master's Guide
I've got a 12-sided die
I've got Kitty Pryde
And Nightcrawler too
Waiting there for me
Yes I do, I do

I've got posters on the wall
My favorite rock group KISS
I've got Ace Frehley
I've got Peter Criss
Waiting there for me
Yes I do, I do

I've got an electric guitar
I play my stupid songs
I write these stupid words
And I love every one
Waiting there for me
Yes I do, I do

In the garage
I feel safe
No one cares about my ways
In the garage
Where I belong
No one hears me sing this song
In the garage
In the garage

In the garage
I feel safe
No one cares about my ways
In the garage
Where I belong
No one hears me sing this song
In the garage
I feel safe
No one laughs about my ways
In the garage
Where I belong
No one hears me
No one hears me
No one hears me
No one hears me
No one hears me sing this song

-- Weezer

super....

I think I had a pretty good day today productivity wise.... but I'm letting my depressing part take over.

There's a thing call volumn control

It's people like these that ruins it for everybody.

http://news.com.com/2061-11199_3-6034391.html

When a Boehner beats the Whip

aaaahhh... good 'ole republicans

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=5187390

Yes or No

You can ONLY say yes or no.

You are NOT allowed to explain ANYTHING.

1. Taken a picture naked?
yes

2. Wear any underwear?
yes

3. Made out with a member of the same sex?
No

4. Drove a car?
yes

5. Danced in front of your mirror?
yes

6. Have a crush?
yes

7. Been dumped?
yes

8. Stole money from a friend?
No

9. Gotten in the car with people you didn't know?
yes

10. Been in a fist fight?
Yes

11. Snuck out of your house?
yes

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
yes

13. Been arrested?
no

14. Made out with a stranger?
no

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
yes

16. Left your house without telling your parents?
yes

17. Had a crush on your neighbor?
yes

18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
yes

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
yes

20. Seen someone die?
No

21. Been on a plane?
yes

22. Kissed a picture?
yes

23. Slept in until 3?
yes

24. Miss someone right now?
yes

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
yes

26. Made a snow angel?
yes

27. Played dress up?
yes

28. Cheated while playing a game?
yes

29. Been lonely?
yes

30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
yes

31. Been on a date?
yes

32. Felt an earthquake?
yes

33. Touched a snake?
yes

34. Ran a red light?
yes

35. Been suspended from school?
no

36. Had detention?
no

37. Been in a car accident?
no

38. Hated the way you look?
yes

39. Witnessed a crime?
yes

39. Been the person doing the crime?
No

40. Been to a strip club?
Yes

41. Been lost?
Yes

42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
Yes

43. Felt like dying?
Yes

44. Cried yourself to sleep?
yes

46. Sang karaoke?
yes

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
yes

48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Yes

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yes

50. Sang in the rain?
yes

51. Sang in the shower?
yes

52. Made love in a park?
yes

53. Had a dream that you married someone?
yes

54. Glued your hand to something?
yes

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no

56. Ever gone to school partially naked?
no

57. Been a cheerleader?
no

58. "Sat" on a roof top?
no

59. Didn't take a shower for a week?
no

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
yes

61. Played chicken?
no

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
yes

64. Broken a bone?
no

65. Been easily amused?
yes

66. Laughed so hard you cried?
Yes

67. Mooned/flashed someone?
Yes

68. Cheated on a test?
yes

69. Forgotten someone's name?
Yes

70. Slept naked?
yes

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool?
yes

73. Blacked out from drinking?
no

74. Played a prank on someone?
yes

75. Gone to a late night movie?
yes

76. Made love to anything not human?
no

77. Failed a class?
yes

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
No

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
yes

80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
no

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
Yes

82. Thrown strange objects?
Yes

83. Felt like killing someone?
Yes

84. Felt like running away?
yes

85. Ran away?
No

86. Did drugs?
no

87. Had detention and not attend it?
no

89. Made a parent cry?
yes

90. Cried over someone?
yes

91. Had sex more than 4 times in one day?
Yes

92. Dated someone more than once?
yes

93. Had/have a dog?
no

95. Own an instrument?
yes

96. Been in band?
no

97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
no

98. Broken a CD?
yes

99. Shot a gun?
no

100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends?
yes

On The Mend

One more day that i've survived
Another night alone
Pay no mind I'm doing fine
I'm breathing on my own

I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend

Wake me when the hour arrives
Wake me with my name
See you somewhere down the line
We're teathered once again

I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend

I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend

Was it you?
Sat alone
Here we go

Close your eyes and stay a while
To take me where you go
Single file we walk the mile
Who's wandering back home

I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend

I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend

Was it you?
Sat alone
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go

-- Foo Fighters -- In Your Honor

Groundhog Day

He saw his shadow.... 6 more weeks of winter it is. In honor of today, I should go watch the movie.

T-Shirts

People have to understand why the women were asked to leave the State of the Union address with those T-shirts on. It's not because of the anti-war and pro-troops messages. It's because it would have distracted Dubya's eyes and he'd get fixated by them. It's a Waldo thing.

A bit more cheer

It has been requested that I should write things that are more cheerful. I can, but know that I use this blog as an outlet for a side of me I usually don't present. So here are some stuff... I've been doing pretty well in school. I finally made some really good friends (one of them naggingly so ^_^). My job's been going pretty well, although it does get a bit tiring at times. I've come to terms with a lot of things I've been mulling over. My new computer is a beauty... especially after I threw that new heatsink in... piece of mind I say. My talk time on the cell has increased while the bill itself has gone down. I'm just not sweating anything at the moment. Really. And no people, I'm not with what's his face. Really. It's just that once in a while when I'm really tired, everything I've been going through recently just fucks with my head. So I guess more sleep is called for. I'm working in about half an hour, and I'm bowling tonight, if my shoulder permits. My average has been going up. So yeah, that's all for now I guess. Happy thoughts.

Do better

I just spent an hour and half on the phone with a friend. The only thing I remember him saying is " you can do better". I whole-heartedly agree. It's getting so rediculous, I'm just not going to talk about it anymore. Because there is nothing to talk about. Move on....