Saturday, September 24, 2005

and one day i realized i was in love with a man who could never love me back....

I was living in a fairy tale. People aren’t like they are in stories. They hurt each other without meaning to. They are kind and unbelievably cruel at the same moment. Like me, now.



-- Big Fish



I cry every time I watch that movie. Sometimes I feel like I have too much feeling balled up inside of me and I just needed an outlet. I don't think I have ever loved the way I wanted to, or be loved the way I deserve. I have always found people I feel comfortable with, but it would always bring a proportionate amount of frustration. I utter the phrase 'i love you' too easily. I often question myself if I really do mean it.

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