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I've been attempting to clean my room lately. I finally got around to open up a few boxes and check out what I've got. What I ended up finding are, among many other things, a few journals I've started. They go for a few pages, usually in the beginning of the year... then doesn't go anywhere. Every single one of them starts with either a resolution or some fundamental awakening. I have a tendancy to trail off. I noticed that with a couple of my blogs also. It's the same thing. I think this is the only blog I have ever started that lasted a whole year. No joke. I'm finally sticking with something? or maybe I'm just more grounded. Hard to say. There are still so many things I'm doing that are wrong. But here I am.... still keep on ranting at the same place.... and there's actually some sort of difference to be felt on this. I know I'm not very well versed at 1:15 am.... but that's as much as I can get out while I'm listening to another 1k songs I found on my laptop. btw... my laptop is not sounding good... I had to back up my data before my baby craps out on me. I ended up finding a whole bunch of pictures and 1k songs I have on here. Good stuff....