Figured out

I think I know what part of my problem is. I'm afraid of change and anything different. Why is it I am so afraid of the world and keep hanging on to stuff I know? I think it's the way I'm conditioned. I'm so cautious. I'm almost too eager to be domesticated. I skipped the whole going wild and experiment phase to the whole domesticated phase. Now I'm all out of wack. I think that's probably it. So I guess I'm not a risk taker.