downer

I honestly hate it when people are trying to protect me overtly. Here's the thing, if you try to do that you're probably killing my potential opportunities. I don't want you to go, well those interviews are insane and you'll never make it out alive. Well man, good to know, what's the worse they're going to do to me? say no? Oh wow geez, that sounds horrifying. Or are you afraid of me yelling at you about putting me in that situation? Why would I do that in the first place. Are you that insecure about yourself? I'm not even saying they will interview me for sure. Just send my damn resume over and get it done. I can use the experience. I hate to have to ask somebody like that for a favor because he'll feel like I owe him for like the rest of his life. Oh and the other thing, yeah I know putting my resume on their website is not going to get me anywhere. Is it ok if I just put it in so I don't have to do it when they ask me to? I'll have to do it eventually, why not now and perhaps have an opportunity. Why do you insist on treating me like a fucking child. This is stupidly frustrating.