ever

ever feel depress just because? things going out of control. I might look fine from the surface, but I'm really a mess. I'm trying hard to hang on to things that makes me happy.... but they seem to go away without me knowing... I don't have control over it. Of course there are things in my life that are going well and I'm glad of it. But there are still little things that bothers me. I need to get a grip. I need to get over it.