What would you say....

From time to time I just don't know what I can write about. I know for a fact that I have a lot of different thoughts running through my head and it's driving me insane. I found myself thinking how nothing really matters. I don't know what it is. Maybe I put my guards up too high. I'm not the first one to accept reality. Truth is, I always put myself out there for the wrong person at the wrong time. All I want is someone who wants to make me happy. He doesn't have to do anything spectacular, just have to remember me once in a while. Somebody who would take 2 minutes out of a day to give me a call to just say hi and check up on me. That is all I ask for. Nothing fancy. I don't know what to think. I know I'm not too coherent right now, everything is so confusing.