mobile note #4

It is hot this weekend. There is something about this weather that makes me want to be lazy. Unfortunately I had to work. Yesterday at work was not entirely fun. Today we had an early meeting and I worked through it. Meetings are usually boring... and this one is no exception. Making occasional smart ass comments actually helps the time pass a little faster. Two hours of sitting around and making fun of people is not bad. I think sometimes I have no soul. I charged close to $1k in revenue after the store opened and about 100 of which was cost... I was very profitable today. Sometimes I feel bad about just grabbing the most convenient thing instead of the cheapest. I don't feel too bad about charging somebody 550 for something that I was willing to charge 350 for. Yeah. People should beware of me.

I have been known to do some pretty silly things and have weird reasoning. One of the silliest thing people think I do is that I still use my hipster PDA. If you remember from some weeks back I made a little pocket notebook from recycled paper. So why do I still use it even after I got my crazy new phone? Because the pen will always be mightier. Even with a touch screen on this phone I still can't lay out a series of complex information in one screen for comparison. I like to lay out my pages side by side and draw relations on it. I will get around to put some of these things on my phone as a reminder, but it doesn't tell me everything. So I keep using it. It just make sense to me.

Sometimes I wonder if it will be better if I just back away and not be in touch with some people. It's so hard to strike a balance. I think from now on I'll just act dumb and uninformed. That seems to be the way to go.

I had some pretty strange dreams last night. I think I had too much on my mind. Things that really shouldn't bother me at all. I want to start doing some meditation at night to clear my head. Speaking of doing healthy things... I need to start to eat better, smarter. I am actually gradually losing weight. I need to really watch my portion size and what I eat. I gt into the habit of going out for lunch twice a week with a couple of my friends. I jus need to watch how I eat when I do that. The majority of regular spending I did last month was on food. It really shouldn't be the case. I had some goals this month, and so far I only got one of them done. I got an important one done. My resume is done, I started sending it out. I will have to see what I can get. The other things really involved self control. Things such as spending, exercising regularly, and plan meals. I need to have more decipline. One of the things I need to work on is to keep things to myself. I have a blog that nobody reads anyway... I may as well dump it on here. =p