Tuesday, December 20, 2005

i've often wondered

How does a person make me so miserable without even knowing it?

I was at work the other night and was just talking to a co-worker. Out of nowhere she asked, why do you look so sad? I gave her a blank stare and shook my head slowly. I don't know.

Something I was working on didn't go right last night, and I asked a friend, why do I even bother. He said it's because I hope beyond hope.

Maybe I don't feel whole unless I have somebody I care for. To love, to hold. And to love me back the way I want.

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