dreams

I had a dream about work two nights ago. It was a discussion of what direction I am headed. Maybe it was because there was a discussion about my performance 15 minutes before I went to bed. That was pretty boring....

I had a far more interesting dream this morning. It was at a new years carnival. There were random celebrities sitting on a moving (side to side) stage. People can buy eggs to toss up to the stage (a fund raiser type of thing). I think I was obsessed with trying to hit Diane Sawyer on the head and I happened to hit the bonus target.

There were booths lined up along the plaza. The prize claim one is nestled about 3 booths from the stage. Turns out I won a diamond ring. A lot of boyfriends got disappointing stares from their girlfriends. Then I looked to my left, about 3 booths down, and there he was, working at one of them.

I've never seen him in a bright blue dress shirt before. It doesn't work on him. I couldn't approach due to the size of the crowd.

Some time had elapsed, and it is just about midnight. The count-down is about to begin and I looked across the plaza. I found him alone, cleaning up. I started towards him, watching his every move. A co-worker stopped me to banter when I was two steps away. I finally shake him loose and walked up to him at the table. I asked if he needed help. We looked deep into one another's eyes as the count-down wraps up........

then I woke up....... god dammit.....