Thursday, June 21, 2007
off
I'm really off today. My alarm didn't go off this morning. Woke up 10 min before I had to be on the road to be in class on time. Didn't do well on a couple of quizes. I had this sense of dread all day. I have this vision of my driving, struck head on by a truck, and everything goes black. I can't explain it. I also feel cheated. I do everything in my power to make people happy. Who is there to do it for me? Why in hell do I bother.
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Eeeek. :( I hate off days, and I hate those over whelming senses of dread, the thoughts you can't shake.
ReplyDeleteDon't bother, do for you! It's okay. :)
I've always thought that you shouldn't depend on others to make you happy. Only you can do that.
ReplyDeleteBut that's just me. Hope you feel better and come eat dinner with me!