pictures

Sometimes I really wish I had taken more pictures in my time. I looked at some other people's site and am amazed at the different things they managed to capture. Little moments. Children. Sometimes I really wish I have a family of my own. Little ones to take care of. I know I can take care of myself, I just don't know if I would trust children to me. At the same time, I don't want to have children just for the sake of having them. I want it to be a shared thing. I have to find that person I want to share that with. I still don't know how I feel about that. I think I'm afraid to get into a relationship still. I have a tendency to be blindly loyal rather then how I truly feel. I learned a lot about myself. I need to learn to be selfish. Apparently I didn't know how. And when you're relationship with somebody who only knows how to take and take, it just drains you and leave you emotionally drained.