anxious

I was freaking out last night. I think. I had this horrible feeling after I went home. I felt like something horrible was going to happen. I don't think it was a panic attack or anything close to it. But that was one of the first thing that came to mind. I just felt like there was something I didn't get to do and won't ever have a chance to do it. It's like the feeling you get when you said something horrible to somebody and they go and die in a car crash and you feel horrible about it. It felt something like that. I don't know what to think anymore.