thursday randoms

- I haven't had an energy drink in forever. It's a good thing, because I get way too tired after a while. On the same note, I don't remember the last time I got myself something from Starbucks. No coffee. How did I survive you say? I think the desire to save up for a trip is stronger then a random cup of coffee. Oh yeah, going to bed relatively early (like before 1 am) helps.

- Have to have to remember to get Dave tickets on Sunday morning. Right before I go to work. I'd be pissed if I don't have it.

- I've been too accommodating to people. Some things have changed. More on that later.

- I find that I carry most of my stress in my shoulders. That's the only part of me that's never rested. Save up for a message. Yup.

- Sharks won game 4. Yay! I'm looking forward to maybe getting round 2 tickets. More of a financial question then a will there be a round 2 question. Of course there's going to be a round 2 silly. Since I'm already getting Dave tickets, my funds is running a little low. I can get my dad to pay for it. lol. Yes... my favorite kind of outings....

- I have most of Saturday off. A bit of a fluke. We were going to the MS Walk in the morning... then we get to have a meeting that morning. So screw it. Not a lot of people signed up anyway. I'll just go to the meeting in the morning and take the rest of the day off.

- I saw more security on campus yesterday. Yes, I had to turn in a paper yesterday. It's weird to see 2 separate groups of 7 to 9 cops on bikes rolling across the campus. I guess I don't have much to say about that. Nothing is going to change. Nothing changed for years and years, then why would anything change now? Funny how John Howard talked about the number of mass shooting dropped dramatically after they changed their gun laws. Interesting. But hell, when are Aussies ever right... right?

- It is cold today. I haven't seen the sun.

- Today is as good as any to run. I'm coughing less, my schedule is mostly open, and my workout log is piling up. Fun fun. Actually reading my past posts really encouraged me. I know what I'm really capable of. It's been so long since I've really worked out. I feel heavy. I know I can be slimmer. I know I look a lot better then before. I've settled into a sort of comfort zone. I need to stop making excuses and just go. I think putting up the tracker really helps. I can see how far behind I am... lol. Putting workouts into my schedule helps too. I like working out in the morning. It's not really possible for me on school days, but certainly on off days and work days. I think the only day where I can't work out is Tuesday, for the next 4 weeks at least. I can most certainly make my way to the gym on the others. I just have to be consistent. I think that's the last thing I really need to work on, making a workout part of my habit.

- I've had enough with people. If you don't like where and what I pick, then speak up ahead of time. I'm not making plans for you people anymore. I'm just here to coordinate. Figure out what you want to do, let me know, I may or may not show up. Generally I'm not the one to bitch about where to go. We have a vegetarian and somebody who bitches about food are expensive. Cool, then we can go to somewhere cheap. I have people who are tired of going to the same places over and over. Ok, then I give you a whole week to give me a suggestion of where to go. Make up your damn mind. You people need to understand, I don't care where to go. So I let you guys hash it out, when you guys want to go somewhere else, 2 hours beforehand. Ok, sure call me when you figure it out. Then I get a call from another confirming that I'm not showing up. ummm... yeah.