bummed

I just am. I wrote a whole long entry in my bound journal today. There is just so much I can't write on here. I have talked about my issue with a few people, and I think a whole lot more people know about it. I don't think it will turn out well. I don't know. There are just so many other issues attatched to the main point. I also think I'm being ignored for it.... *sigh* .... see... I should have kept my mouth shut.