system reboot

I fell asleep in class this morning. Not the "hey i'm gonna just shut my eyes and listen type", it's the "ummm.... I love it when you kiss me like that.... oh crap that was a dream and I'm still in class" type. I'll have to go to sleep earlier tonight. Tomorrow is going to be clean up day for me. I need to do laundry, unpack some boxes (of which I have been talking about for the past month), and put away all the random crap I have been getting. Everything is so messy. Well, at least I don't have class on friday.

Wonder what my schedule is going to be like next week. I really want to find a night to just do stuff with all the geeks. I mean, we've been talking about it for a while, and nothing. The closest we've done was watching Serenity (which was awsome). Maybe we can go bowl at the place by my house.... I know a few people wouldn't object to that. ooohhh... i found my poker chips too... lol... they were friggin buried in my trunk. I was wondering where I threw them. Maybe I should start a game. ummm... organize... organize....

Yay I'm getting paid on Friday, so happy. And for once I'm there for jeans day.... I don't know which pair I have is going to look good though... hum..... I'll figure it out. There's also a bake sale on Saturday too.... I won't be in until 1:45, so I think I'm safe.... lol.

I tried to run today, but my knee gave out on me. I ended up on an elliptical machine, which I don't like as much. I'm old fashion that way. Anyway... I feel like i need to work harder, I think I've just hit my first plateau. Harder working... and keep the calories down.... yup... gotta do that...... stupid snacks......

Wore my new shoes to class tonite... it was so awsome... I love it. I'm gonna be pimpin in those shoes at work... so comfy... yum.... So I got the shoes, my awsome jacket, and the shades. If that part of myself were a guy, I'd be all over myself... if that makes any sense... lol.

I was told yesterday that I flirt with like everyone at the store. Which is true. I think I do it unconsciously. There are just a few people I haven't done much of that to, but I think that's because I'm too self aware to do it. Eh... maybe I'll just throw caution to the wind. I guess I don't really care if people take it the wrong way. There is one more thing though. It's been really hard for me to look people in the eyes lately. It feels like if I do it then the person would know my secrets (whatever the heck that is, cause I'm such an open book). I'm going to start forcing myself to do it. I'll look less shifty, but more um.... unnerving... hahaha.

The weather was absolutly fabulous today. Except I'm getting a bit sick... so not as good as I wanted. I'll have to spend tomorrow trying to find all my hats and scarves. I love my hats. I look good in my awsome hats.

All of a sudden I have friends... even old friends are calling me. I might do some sort of reunion dinner thing for xmas w/ some old highschool friends. It's been a while. There's going to be a lot of apologies from my part.... for not calling and all... through all things that has happened. Anyway... to all my friends, old and new, I love you guys! And txt me a whole lot... I just checked my plan and apparently I have a lot of txt to burn.

Ohhh... I almost got the Jones Soda Thanksgiving box set... it's awsome.

So yeah... that's my rant for now... it's before midnight... so I'm gonna reboot myself.... *aaahhhh*