I'm getting to the point where I can try to fool myself into thinking I am fine.
No I'm not fine. I haven't been fine for a very long time.
Pretty much every aspect of my life has a bit of defect or have gone completely wrong. I'm getting so numb that I don't know how to cry more then 10 seconds at a time, if ever. I try to just keep moving forward, but with all these things bottled up, I carry a bit more with me every step of the way.
I just need some time. That's what I keep telling myself.
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