... you just might find that I'm really dead inside. I think I've been fairly good at maintaining my facade. Just as I thought I was starting to recover too. I was playing WoW with a close friend last night when I made a comment on my character's level. He made an off-hand comment that tied to my current predicament. I was also on the phone with another friend, and the first words out of my mouth was... wow, that was low. The three of us found it quite humorous at the time.
But not until I hung up, logged off the game, turned off the lights and laid down in my bed when I felt how much that stung. It's not his fault that he made that comment, I totally walked into that one. I try to play light on the situation, but it is affecting me fairly deeply. I need to be emotionally dead to keep moving on.
In all seriousness... is it even possible? I'm guessing no. So it is more flack for me.
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