new year miscellaneous

I've never been big on the whole new years resolution thing. But I think this year I came up with one that's pretty broad, and easy to keep. I have to live life to it's fullest. Just appreciate the moments. Don't be hung up on expectations. As a wise man (guy?) said to me last night, be content with the honest work I do, and be glad for the time I have to spend with my friends. There's no point to pursue anything unattainable. That way I'll be a lot happier. And I've already started.

I had the most wild new years for me ever. Slightly intoxicated but not inebriated. Can't really be after just one cosmo and a small bottle of bubbly. Think I was just high on life. I found myself dancing every which way I liked without being embarrassed or worry about being groped. It's great to be in a gay club. As my friend said, this (the dance floor) was the one place we know neither one of us have a chance with anybody. I got to know his roommate very well too, and I'm glad, because he's a very cool guy. By "getting to know" him I meant I was totally griding against him all night. But the twist is, I was the top and he was the bottom.... hahaha.... I was really giving it to him. I said I should have brought my cowgurl hat. That would have been even better. The Castro at night is totally different then in the afternoon, as I have observed in the past two days. But I feel very comfortable there. It's a nicer neighborhood then most. One more thing about that... Now I'm addicted to the patty melt and potato salad at Orphan Andy's. I'll need to be wean off of it next time I go up there.

I learned a whole lot from work in the past week. I also found that I can be pretty efficient once I know what exactly to do. Do honest work right? I just have to be more focus when I'm there, which I've already started. Keep it up. =) I figure as long as I lead by example I'd have built myself a good support team.

I started the new year getting over the one major crush I've had for the past few months. I guess that has been winding down for a while. I'm glad about it. I don't need that sort of complication in my life anyway. Pursuing the unattainable is pretty pointless and just causes me grief. So I'm not going to bother anymore. I feel so much lighter.

I've made some very very good friends in the past few months. I've made more good friends then the number of acquaintances I've made in the last few years. It's strange to find great friends in this odd-ball group of people. It's great to have somebody that would talk to me and listen to my crazy ideas night after night.

That's all I can think of for now. I actually have a very full social calender for this week... I better be off to it.