hollow

I got up pretty early today, but didn't get much done. I just don't know what to do with myself. I am at the mercy of others. I did the couple of things I needed to do... and the bitch at admissions just zapped all the energy out of me. I think this is my version of freaking out... just go catatonic for a bit. I don't know about anything anymore. I don't know what I should be doing. I'm lost.