Wednesday, April 26, 2006

One of those days

Ever have one of those days where you just say "fuck it" and do whatever te hell you feel like? I had one of those yesterday and I seriously had been the most productive in a long time.

I guess I have been thinking too much lately. I had those dreams often. I watched some morning show the other day and they were talking about the power of dreams. They were talking about how dreams can be used as an aid to solve problems in your life. I think rather then creatng complications in my life, these dreams are showing me what I truly want. It's a very scary thing.

It's so hard to leave myself hanging there. It's like leaving myself out on an emotional limb. The most frustrating thing is, I know I'm not out there by myself. I'm holding my hand out, and he's not reaching for it. So here I am again I suppose. I seem to always settle. Come to think of it I really have. That's flipping great.

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