Distinction

There comes a time when I have to figure out the reason as to why I feel the way I do. I doubt he would read this, but hey whatever. I seriously don't know what attracted me at the first place because there isn't much to go on. There has been a lot of ups and downs between us, but there is one thing I've come to recognize: I genuinely do care for him. It's not something I can say easily. There are so many things that has been keeping us apart, and yet I still feel the pull. I never get what I want I suppose. I don't know what to do anymore.