Early

I am so very early for my dental appointment. I thought I would have to spent a little time to find the place. But it took me just about 15 min from my house to parking. So what do I end up doing? Blogging and listening to Josh Groban in the car.

I thought I had alot of sleep last night. Most of it restless I guess. I was on the phone for about 45 minutes last night. Something I haven't done in a while. We talked about nothing important and yet it felt comforting. I don't think I have been more confused in my life. I was trying to fix my laptop this morning and stumbled across a few conversations off of aim I have saved up. It looks like so long ago. It's only been a few months. So much has changed. We've learned so much about one another. So much.

I realize I overreacted a little bit that night a few months back. I've been thinking about it over and over in my head. I've been trying to rationalize it. But there is nothing rational about it. I realize there is no way to plan or strategize about these things. Having been a scientist almost all my life, this is a bit of a hard pill to swallow. It's just so hard to give up control.