Thursday, June 8, 2006

close my eyes....

I don't want to close my eyes. I know I will start crying. I've had one of the worst days of my life. It's nothing too major, it's just things accumulating. I've somehow become self destructive again. I don't know how it started. It just is. I need to turn it around again. I need to pick myself back up. I feel like I'm drowning today. I've been running away from my reality. I feel like I'm watching a train wreck, and it's my life.

Everything hurts.

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