I discovered I have a tendancy of picking people that can never love me back. I never really know if he's incapable, but it is definately circumstential. I took him off my top 8 so I don't have to look at him.
For a long long time I never really talk about my feelings about anyone, to anyone. I started actually talking about it in the past year or so with various people. It just gets me back on a perspective. I'm still so naive about relationships in so many way. I get really selfish. I had the attitude of, so to hell with what other people think, this is what I want. I am slowly realizing I can't always get what I want. I'm actully thinking about consequences. It may be what I want for the time being, but what does it mean in the long run? It usually turns out to be the most horrible situation in the world. It often puts me in a irreversable position I don't want to be in.
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