home stretch

I don't have class tomorrow morning... and the 2nd class is a bit trivial.... So I might take the day off from school. Next week is finals week, then I'll be done with this academic year. I don't think I have done as well this quarter as the last two. I did have a few breakdowns somewhere along the way. I'm going to take the summer off and just work and hang out. It's strange to finally have a group of friends I can hang out with and find stuff to do. I don't know how it happened that I didn't have that for the longest time. But at any rate, I'm glad I have these guys now.

I have been really lazy about this whole application thing. I really need to get on it. I want to see if I have enough to send in without this quarter's grades... I'm serious. Anyway... the application period is pretty open for transfers, I'm not toooo worried. Worse to worst I have to take another quarter at DeAnza, no big deal. I just need to keep being a full time student to keep my current insurance. yeah...

Speaking of which I should figure out when my finals are over and schedule an appointment to get myself checked out. I'm still not entirely healed... It's been more then 2 weeks. I don't know what the deal is, but I know my friend who had those symptoms a while back got hospitalized for a few days. Hopefully it's not as serious on me.

Last couple of weeks I have been toying with the idea of switching over to Verizon from Cingular. A friend of mine mentioned it and I was doing some math in my head. I know the early termination fee on Cingular is about 150 bucks... I have another year left on the contract... I just past the first. So the thing is, I have some friends in LA, Berkeley, and around here that I text that are all on Verizon. So I guess it would make sense for me to be "in". I'm paying 10 bucks right now for 1k messages per month. I might have to upgrade to 20 bucks for 3k.... I'm running a little low this month. Bah. I don't know. I don't have the money right now to pay the termination fee.... I got that friggin PSP and my ball... lol.... stupid broke ass.

So yeah... I guess There are more things out there in life to talk about other then men. My pal has been giving me a lot of shit about my choice in men lately. Well I can't say that his choices are that much better... well ok it's not as bad as mine... but still. Whatever. Anyway... one sided things always sucks a bejillion....

So I still believe in the whole thing about how my room reflects my mental state. And right now... It's a fucking mess. I have laundry that was done 2 weeks ago, folded, in my ergo chair. I have laundry done last week that were throw in a basket, sitting at the foot of my bed. My desk is littered with random pieces of paper and reciepts. My pizza box from like 3 weeks ago is still sitting there. I have more laundry just hanging about. That new harddrive and case I got last week is still stacked up. I have a few boxes of stuff I said I was going to go through a few months back still sitting there. My books are in dissarry. My backpack and a couple of changes of clothes are at the foot of my bed, and I haven't made my bed in like a week. My Paris postcard project is still just sitting there. I have random crap just laying about. You can't take two steps without tripping on something. So yeah... good times. My head is all fucked up. On the bright side, I got around to clean out my car tonight when I got home. Threw a couple of things in the garage. I should get better gas milage now... lol. I also left my balls in the garage.... The weather is getting a little to harsh for my babies.

I'm eating watermelon on my bed while blogging on my laptop. Yeah, summer is here alright.