drawn

The more you find out about someone, the more drawn you are to him. All the weird tidbits I have gathered about him of late should in theory make me more distant. But I'm intrigued. It makes no sense to me. It has every indication that it is a disaster in the making. So. I should try to just stay way. It will be easier said then done. I'll just stop blabbing about it to a select few who knows, and you guys just leave me alone on this one. And if you're reading this, which I am almost certain you are not, I hope this feeling passes and I can get back on track of my shattered life.