I think it is finally time for me to just stop with my little obsession. Although the fact that i am writing about it doesn' really help. But this absolutely has to stop. It is taking way too much time away from the things I actually have to do. Not good. I mean, I have been through this before, and it never works out the way I want it. It is even worse that I am at a difficult position to start with. If this gonna happen, it's not going to start from me.
Ok, well this week is going to be a mad house for me. There are at least 3 midterms, a few quizzes, and I have an extra 45 minutes on my schedule. I still have not missed a class yet, it's a record for me. It has been so damn tempting though. At least that is one of the few things I have managed keep up with.
I've been so out of it. I can't remember all the things I have to do for school. I guess it's time to move back to my old organization system. That seemed to work. But this time I will have to remember to actually do the items on the list.
I haven't been eating much lately. As a matter of fact I am starving right now. Too bad I'm in class. I did't have a red bull this morning either. Anyway, I've lost another two pounds this week. Now I'm officially under 190 in like 3 years. It feels pretty nice. I actually feel better.
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