Monday, October 24, 2005

short change

I know I have put someone in a very difficult situation. I hope he really thinks everything through. The last thing I want is for him to short change himself just for me. I don't rightly know what is going to happen next. And I don' think it would be fair for him if I were the only one who makes a decision.

Love is a funny thing. I can barely throw a piece of scrap paper away. I don't know how I can cast aside what I have built with my own two hands for so many years. I was willing to throw my whole future away for it. And yet I have nothing substantial to show for my efforts.

Wouldn't it be nice to know somebody is always thinking in your best interest through their actions. I don't understand how somebody can be so blind to my multitude of misery for so long. So here's the thing, how many more times does my heart have to break before I get what I think I deserve?

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