Sunday, October 30, 2005

weekend of death and dying

This is probably the worst week I have had in a very very long time. And I hope this will be the last time all this type of shit gets piled on me in this short period of time.

It started with a very long and silent phone conversation, then I broke the bank, and I skipped a few classes during the week. I haven't touched any of my homework and there are four midterms next week.

I had to work way too early on saturday. It didn't stop there. I then drag my tired ass up the bay to end something I felt should be ending in a lot of levels. Then a few infuriating comments made me have second thoughts. I fell asleep crying.

I found out no matter what I do I'll never really make my parents happy.

I think I injured my knee a bit more while I was running this morning.

Then this afternoon we got a call that my grandfather is in the hospital with pneumonia and he's on the ventilator. It doesn't look good. My dad has to fly out, as it happens, tomorrow night instead of tonight because he couldn't get a ticket.

I have a 15 hour day tomorrow.

To top it off, my guinea pig died yesterday when nobody was home.

What a bitch of a week.

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