here's the thing...

I tried the proactive thing, and that didn't seem to work. I'm going to just ignore the whole situation, and keep a bit of distance. Just stop obsessing, except for when I write about it. Yup, that's it. It's taking enough of my time and energy as is. If it's going to happen, it's going to happen. I've already passed the ball last night, now let's see if it gets passed back.